The following is list of the inner details of my life. Only my closest people know some of these but I’ve been feeling bold lately so I’m sharing even more. Enjoy or not.
-drink coffee
-envision the next time I’ll get to drink coffee
-get excited for future events
-Pinteresting my heart out
-pre-plan future hobbies
-watch X-Files
-never asking a store employee for help finding anything
-get cozy …alone
-question use of social media because the CIA
-feel conflicted about SnapChat because the CIA- but love the filters because they give me long eyelashes
-vow to never send in my DNA for purposes of determining ancestry because the CIA and FEMA camps
-examine emotions under a microscope
-try to figure out how to be vulnerable
-make lists
-listening to what people say and what they dont say
-spurts of productivity
-longer spurts of analyzing everything
-creating conversation scripts that people don’t follow
-send email and immediately go to sent box- reread email I sent 10 times
-deliberate if I said everything in the correct way in the email
– spend an hour trying to find the right genre of music for my mood
-never have Kleenex in my office for when people cry
-vow to buy Kleenex
-go to store- never buy Kleenex
-type multiple sentence reply- erase it all-send one word reply
-think in terms of memes, movies, songs, Youtube videos, conspiracy “theories,” Key & Peele skits, Portlandia skits
-imagine as if I would have to explain the modern world to George Washington
-daydream of adventures
-never be spontaneous
-scared the Holy Spirit will make me do something I wasn’t expecting
-screenshot cute outfits that I will never buy
-have an arsenal of memes ready to go
-daydream of Bae -Tom Hardy
-have an arsenal of Tom Hardy pics ready for me to insert my face
-organize the clothes in my closet in color order
-have delightful conversation with someone- later determine that I said too much- now they know too much
-not read texts or Facebook messages right way—go into app to read the first line
-write down what to say before making an important phone call
-put off making phone call for 6 hours
-hope call goes to voicemail
-suspect someone following me if they make too many same turns
-cards in wallet are face down so other people can’t see my information
-love escape room games and picture find games
-love documentaries
-listen to music almost 15 hours per day
-buy books
-read 3 books at time
– tv viewing varies from X-Files to Hart of Dixie
-music varies from Billie Holiday to Bizzle to Romeo Santos to Lauren Daigle to Miranda Lambert to Five Finger Death Punch
– want to go on a date – don’t want to talk to a stranger
-want to stay home everyday because people
-have a calling on my life to reach the broken and hurting -have to pep talk myself out of bed
– love public speaking
-hate small talk
-get energized from deep heavy conversations
-zone out when i’m too peopled
-strategize how i would escape being kidanapped
-live everyday out of my comfort zone
Confessions of a Recovering Feminist 
All of the above are the reasons I fell in love with you and admire and adore you ❤️ We actually have a lot in common 😉 I love your transparency and your coolness and style and lashes and brows.
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I sympathize a lot with avoiding the sales person one. They are my kryptonite. I also do the obsessing and rereading over e-mails and quite a few others. INTJ female here, too. Stay strong! 🙂
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